First we spent the morning going to breakfast, then we went to the zoo! Couldn't let a bright sunny February day go to waste. We went, we had fun.
I'm so thankful for my family. To step up and help make my kids happy. Help me take my mind off things. I know they had a good time yesterday.
It even ended nicely. Went to the movies with some great friends and saw "This Means War." One of thee funniest movies I've seen in a LONG while! Reese Witherspoon sure does pick some good movies to be in. I think I could even go back and watch it again. :)
After we got home and I got the kids to bed I usually always stay up. I don't know why but the night always seems to get to me. So I went to bed before the loneliness fully got a hold of me.
I don't know why but my dreams have a way of messing with me. First, a couple nights ago, I dreamed Alex died. I just kept seeing him being my "angel baby." That dream/nightmare scares the crap out of me. Then, last night, I dreamed of Dustin. While most might think that's a good thing these dreams are not good. For some reason I keep dreaming that we're getting a divorce. He's leaving me. Doesn't want to work on our marriage and has been cheating on me. I don't know where these dreams come from, but I don't like them. Why can't I dream happy dreams? Needless to say I didn't wake up to happy. Stuff like that always puts a damper on me.
But, today is a new day, and we shall see what it has in store. As of right now...it's housework. Yipee. :)
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