Yesterday wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be. I have great family and friends that take care of me.
Today was ok. Had a good evening. Normal day I guess.
Tomorrow is a whole new day. A new milestone. A new adventure.
I need to take each day as it is and stop trying to make the days horrible. Life is already hard. I need to start trying to find my rainbow. If I have to make my own wind to put in my own sails than so be it. I'm going to try anyway. I'll never know until I try.
I want to feel my old normal so bad, but I know I can never be that person ever again. I am now officially this new person. I need to take what I have been given and make do. For some reason I have been put in this position, and I'm going to learn to embrace it. Embrace the new me. Yes there are things I can now no longer handle, and yes things affect me differently than what they used to. Doesn't mean I can't learn to deal with those things. It's just going to take awhile.
For once I understand the statement "It just takes time" a little more clearer.
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